Holding Steady

We are holding steady, both feeling a bit better today. Last night, into the wee hours, I panicked that the pain I felt was not the flu but like the pain that sent me to the hospital. I kept debating about if and when I should go to the hospital. I kept thinking that having gone to the hospital saved my life. I thought that I should just wait until about 5:00 or 6:00 in the morning before going. I finally fell asleep around 4:00 in the morning and when I awoke, I was feeling better. The pain is almost gone today. It still leaves me with doubt, but it's not like I will be completely ignoring everything. No hospital today, but my regular check up with my specialist is coming up in three weeks, so I will be checked out then.

Today, Aveen and I had a nice day together.  We watched more episodes of Glee. It is cool to have something in common like that with your 11 year old kid. The last time we were really interested in something like that together was when we were both simultaneously reading The Hunger Games. I made us bacon and tomato sandwiches. It is important to have something that tastes good when you are trying to get your appetite back. Now Aveen is doing his blog post, an assignment for school. I am doing mine too but he will never know about my blog. I will have to delete it at some point when my kids spend more time on the internet. They can read my twitter account which I will try to keep lighter and airier than this one.