Today was my appointment with my specialist. I was nervous about it because I have been having a symptom that has been worrying me. It was one of the original symptom I had. So I just can't tell if my mind is bringing this on, or if it is happening again.
My doctor wants to do an ultrasound. I would have been more reassured had she simply said she was sure that it was my mind playing tricks on me. But she didn't.
And the ultrasound won't be for another month. Then I have to wait for the results. So I'm not going to know anything for quite sometime.
In the meantime, Jaime won't let me be upset or worried about this. No feelings are allowed. So strong is his belief that life will always be full of this, so we must always just carry on.
Yes, he is right. But I am just not up for this. And he is driving me crazy in the meantime.
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